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Afraid to Believe
02:59
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I can't avoid your stare
Walking past Im reminded
Every day that you are there
I don't want to look at what I see
Its not the way that I want to remember me
I always say that you're
Never lying you're hypnotizing
Revealing everything I don't want to be
Im afraid to look at the image
That you show, Im afraid to believe
Unavoidable you're just waiting for me
to look in your direction and to see
The reflection of what I don't want to be
Of what I don't want to see
Shine the spotlight on my imperfections
Cut my self esteem into the ground
Take the image make it disappear
Cut me down and all without a sound
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Cant Take it Anymore
06:05
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There once was a time we didnt
need a lot to get by to survive
So Long, So Long that was so long ago
Things changed they never stay the same
never know what tomorrow may bring
So Long, So Long that was so long ago
I cant make anymore no
I cant take anymore no no
You give and give and stay strong for
so long, so long
Some things were choices some things just came
but in the end theyre really all the same
so long so long, that was so long ago
Days get shorter the body grows weak
the nights get longer with the loss of sleep
so long, so long, that was so long ago
Now were bound and shackeled to these chains
caught in motions that drive us insane
so long, so long, that was so long ago
No end in sight in this darkest tunnel
Train is coming should have boarded the shuttle
so long, so long, ago...
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Confessions of Insanity
03:54
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Poets tried to warn us
Journalist told us lies
Politicians issued new laws
That launched missiles into the skies
Who am I to question the validity
Of everything in the name of humanity
When we don't walk upright
And celebrate the fight
Confession of Insanity.
We stopped trusting the lies
Business becomes obsolete
We chant everything is perfect
Then take our drugs to make us sleep
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Feel Special
03:16
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You give but you want to take
You love but you want to hate
You keep it all going just to feel special
You run but you want to walk
Your quiet but you want to talk
You pretend you're into it just to feel special
Ive been trying to cover up
All these things but its never enough
Pull off the mask and put on the real face
Give it to me straight
Bouncing off the walls
Giving to the call
Never in the moment you convince everyone
Its not about whats real
Only what you feel
Just cause Im around doesn't make it right
Nobody wants to live this way
Taking our lives, giving away
I wont live my life so you can feel special
Im here but I want to go
Thought by now that you would know
That I don't really care if you feel special
Im trying to substantiate
What I lost, how I learned to hate
They're trying to exaggerate how you feel special
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Good to Be
04:05
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Hope is pushing aside
Not getting in line
Not wasting my time
I wont circle around
Im lost and Im found
Im making my sound
Good to be
What I want to be
And Im never looking back
Good to see
What I want to see
Hope, It never fades away
Faith is keeping me straight
Its knowing my fate
Its keeping me safe
I wont ever give up
Ill drink from the cup
Its never enough
Love is a precious gift
It fills in the rift
Im lost in the midst
I wont settle for less
Not making a mess
Enjoy the process
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6. |
Hope of Genesis
06:26
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Over distance, cold resistance
For the others, break down
See you on the other side
Coexistence, we outdistance
In our time, give in, we can never ever win
The battle just goes on
So its just another day
We live for this time, together yeah
But I don't know what you will do
And you don't know whats in my head
If we cant trust were better off dead
Now its snowing outside
As we approach the edge of this cliff
There nothing left to see here
But the hope of Genesis
All in for the hope of Genesis
Concentrating, so frustrating
On the mountain
Hold on, see you on the other side
Dominating, aggravating, Standing over, this time
We can never ever win
The fighting just goes on
Maybe just another day
The sun it may not rise again
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Magic Moment
03:44
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Its always been such an inconvenience
Disappearing by the evening light
Stolen away by the rainy weather
Or the boil of a hot sunrise
Ripped away by the wind so violent
Anticipation of the evening ride
But then it happens when you least expect it
Magic moments that override
Override
Its magic moments like this that we hope for
That keep us coming back for more
Suddenly one appears and we hope
It never goes away, It never goes away
That magic moment
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8. |
Never Be Your Friend
02:37
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Too many times I come back to this place
Down on my knees and tears on my face
Made in your image so beautiful and bright
I fell down again… and
I’m sorry
Sorry
We don’t deserve anything good
And I’m sorry
No matter what things I say or I do
I never feel I truly honor you
I don’t know why that I fall every day
I confess to you… that
Everyday I try to pick up my cross
The world chooses winners at too high a cost
Hope is forgiveness that sets me free
Free from the curse… and
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Selfish Sky
03:24
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The only name I know is I
I live under a selfish sky
Queue the misunderstanding
Thats the not the way that it happened
So many parts to the body
Im just another cog in the wheel
The world revolves around only me
What I want and what I need
The only thing I see is me
Dont expect any empathy
I gave up trying to be everything to everybody
Thats when I noticed
That its not the way its supposed to be
Im ok just being me
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Sorry
03:46
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Too many times Ive come back to this place
Down on my knees and tears on my face
Made in your image so beautiful and bright
I fell down again
And Im sorry
Sorry
We don't deserve anything good
And Im sorry
No matter what things I say or I do
I never feel I truly honor you
I don't know why that I fall every day
I confess to you
That Im sorry
Sorry
We don't deserve anything good
And Im sorry
Every day I try to pick up my cross
The world chooses winners at too high a cost
Hope is forgiveness that sets me free
Free from the curse
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11. |
The Employed
04:16
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…..In the name of greatness
contributions were made
We forged great tools
Politicans got paid
Resources were slaughtered
Large fires appeared
With the echo of machinery
Converting the atmosphere
Working on the Floor
Giving More and More
Drowning in the cubicle
Working on the Floor
Joining with the Corps
Pain it is ignored
Looking for that Back Door
Industry became friend
The sky was filled with smoke
Distored became normal
Liars they told jokes
When all was in place
And paralyzed by need
We cried bring us our last meal
the fruit of all of our greed
Working on the Floor
Giving More and More
Drowning in the cubicle
Working on the Floor
Joining with the Corps
Pain it is ignored
Looking for that Back Door
Extinct are resources
No more treasures
Soul killing industry
decieved us with pleasure
So where is our help
Step foward greatest
Who will be our hero
Made in industry likeness
Working on the Floor
Giving More and More
Drowning in the cubicle
Working on the Floor
Joining with the Corps
Pain it is ignored
Looking for that Back Door
When all was quiet
And the beautiful destroyed
We had no choice
But to join the employed
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The Next Wave
03:13
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It seems so far away
The outline of the day
Will often tend to drift away
And I remember shadows
Of the fading sun
Colliding and presiding over all that you've become
Im not waiting for you to decide that you are ready to go on and meet the next wave
You better learn fast
Cause Im not going to wait
For something that I already asked for
The way we go aint easy
But I need to know
Will you come
Or will you go
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Unfortunate Day
04:35
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They all want you to begin again
So they can win
A shallow path to a workers wrath
Might as well just give it away
I see it on the mountain
The path where I have been
Lead me to the other side
Play the game every day
Pass the ball to win
Lead me to the living word
All dressed up nowhere to go
Dwell in misery
Lead me to the source of life
Pay the price for his dreams
There has to be another way
Were in the midst of this unfortunate day
Were in the midst and we cant stay no we cant stay
They all want you to conform again, so they can win
Take the road that we tell you too
Put blinders on and don't look back
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Walking With Integrity
03:42
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Door falls open
We've misspoken
Cant take it back now
Subject comes up
Tongue it wont stop
Cant take it back now
Keep on trying
While their falsifying
Holding our heads up with clarity
And walking with integrity
Reaching over
Words that falter
They're never what they seem
Paint the picture
Kill it quicker
They're never what they seem
Why don't you pick me up
Instead you let me down
Tell me why it matters
Who wears the crown
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Where is the Storm
03:41
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He began his journey almost 50 years ago
when everything was new everythng was gold
Over time things began to change
Without warning the first one came
Tommorrows forecast stayed the same
Somethings coming its taking aim
Where is the storm today
Its coming my way
I hope its late
Where is the storm today
Its coming my way
Maybe this time it will stay away
He looks at the clock and
wonders how much time is left
Hours go by the minutes
seconds then begins the crash
He thinks about his simple life
The storm outside it rages
He tries to run but is overcome
Never trusting his gauges
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Every day is yesterday
Tomorrow is the same
On his 12th year anniversary
He saw his job posted by the company
Without notice keeping cool
No one knew that he knew
All those hard years that he worked
He feared now what would he do
He knew the deed was real
He made a plan to fool them all
He was going to play along
Until the day he sang the song
Ha Ha the jokes on you
I knew what you would do
Cause you cant see me
You cant hurt the invisible
Ha Ha the BFU
I knew what you would do
Cause you cant see me
You cant hurt the invisible
Everything in motion
Everything in real time
Everything in writing
Everything is breaking up
Lets dance with all the vampires
We can reach to an all time high
The jealous few can stand by and watch, stand by and watch, stand by
As we write our names in the chem trailed sky
He knew the deal was real
He made a plan to fool them all
He was going to play along
Until the day he sang the song
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Todd Underwood Winter Springs, Florida
With influences spanning 35 years from the Police to Kings X to Saosin and countless albums recorded with various bands and solo acts over the years, Todd Underwood is now releasing music under his own name. Todd has combined his love of hard edged music with melody and harmony and its hard to say exactly what it sounds like. Give it a listen! ... more
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